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2009-03-23T06:27:00.000-07:00

Blogged move to
http://www.heartsmy--chocolates.blogspot.com !!
Relink please !! :D
Sorry for making your life hard :\

2009-03-01T05:28:00.000-08:00

Fuck my bloody fucking bitchy mother..Knn .. Everything also my bloody fuckign fault..Ccb Every second scold me. bloody fuck.How the fucking hell i wish tonight will be her fucking last breath. She die ? I dont bloody fucking care.. The earlier she leave , The happier i am..

2009-02-24T06:12:00.001-08:00

CRAP ! CANNOT GO FOR CAMP.. :\ I WANNA GO TO CAMP BADLY !! RAWRRRR !!

2009-02-15T05:49:00.000-08:00

Lols .. Today Nara call me in the bloody morning.. i was like getting to the good part in my dreams ! and its ruined ! ._. Nevermind nevermind.. After that went to his house to meet him first.. then we took like sooooo long to finally start walking to block 511 to eat with marc and steph.. but apparently .. everyone was either full or no appetite except for marc.. so everyone see him eat.. then after that , we went to bedok central cause steph need something like.. very small piece of aluminium that usually used to wrap your lollipop.. halve way.. there was a huge commotion..it seems like.. an old man fell and injured his left side of his head.. he seems to be paralyzed due to the fall.. so i randomly make a deduction saying that his fall is because his drunk.. cause i saw an emptied glass of rice wine of the floor and a full glass of rice wine beside him.. then civil defence came.. and bring him to hospital.. so we continue our journey to find that "thing" that steph needed to accomplish her task.. after that we gave up as we cant find it.. all of us went to steph house and we slack.. awhile later , nara left.. so i watch steward play Tower Defence.. yawns.. then the rest i gonna skip.. too bored and lazy to type it out. XD at basketball court.. so freaking bored.. i cant even shoot the ball.. i only got like 1 hand ! sighs.. hopefully it faster recover or im dead .. lazy to blog liao.. bye bye :D

2009-02-14T09:01:00.000-08:00

Quite tired for both yesterday and today.. as yesterday was cross country.. didnt able to get top 20 but reach 24th of position. well.. been posting craps to keep my blog alive i guess.. maybe i gonna shut my blog.. or maybe just keep it private.. who knows.. today quite trilling.. went out in the early morning.. went home late at night.. yawns.. pretty tired and bored.. going to bed le.. nights.

2009-02-12T06:05:00.000-08:00

Hmmmms.. today.. PEANUT LEG GOT BANDAGE !! LOL!! My hand broken , his leg Swollen , whose next !! LOL. During P.E , I still able to participate cause my leg was alright while Peanut leg injured so he limp all the way.. very funny.. After school .. play dota for awhile then meet bryan and marc.. bryan teach me how to do my A and E maths .. while marc just sit there watch free show.. lols.. oh well , bored.. i gonna end here le.. nights ;D tomorrow got cross country run , wish me luck for getting top 25th.

2009-02-11T05:42:00.000-08:00

Everytime i think im closer to your heart <3 Forget it , lols.. just being lame.. Hmmmms.. A maths , bout Alpha and Beta is okok le .. i finally know how to do but different step from teacher (: oh well at least i can understand it.. lots of credit goes to Bryan :D Oh well , tomorrow gonna be pretty busy as i need to find valentine present for some friends of mine.. Im gonna turn in the night..
Nights
`Peter

2009-02-10T05:42:00.000-08:00

today got back some of the test result . was very happy bout it.. (: i scored 16 for E maths test , 20 marks for Geog * 2ND TOP !! XD * and bio 16marks AND I NEVER CHEAT WAKAKAKAKK.. E maths actually can get top de lor.. i did one very careless mistake.. thats all =\ arms getting better le i guess.. hopefully it recovers soon. last but not least.

Thanks Bryan for teaching me and giving me notes for my studies , appreciate it a lot (:

2009-02-09T05:23:00.000-08:00

Today went school .. Take off my cast and bandage.. i can move my left hand but still cant twist it.. maths getting pretty easy already.. pretty much thanks to bryan and ms ng.. :D Got lots of people making fun of my injured hand.. forget bout that.. bio test , i got 16 marks ! and best of all ! i never cheat ! ;D im soooo eager to see my other test result =\ sighs.. signing off at here.. byes.

2009-02-08T06:19:00.000-08:00

Today also another wonderful 1 hand day.. went to nara house to slack.. as usual.. got make fun for my cast.. went to eat le then followed him all the way to upper bukit timah !! LOL!! head suddenly very giddy and everything. damn long lor !! then come back quite fast.. people like keep giving way to me just because im handicap.. sighs !! dead !! anyways .. my hand getting more and more better.. hopefully by tomorrow morning , my hand okay already.. :D signing off right now !
`Peter

2009-02-07T06:31:00.000-08:00

Lol.. my left wrist start to get better then before le.. today quite bored.. so went to play dota.. sigh.. only can use 1 hand play.. cannot go out somemore.. sighs.. bored to death

2009-02-06T07:15:00.002-08:00

today ah..
damn shiok.
i break my freaking hand!
woots!!!

2009-02-06T07:15:00.000-08:00

today ah..
damn shiok.
i break my freaking hand!
woots!!!

2009-02-04T05:44:00.001-08:00

Today was pretty bored.. browsing through peoples blog again and once again FAKE Passerby- have strike again.. yawns.. bored bored bored.. maths test turn out to be just a normal work ? ._. we are gonna be dead when miss ng find out bout this.. hmmmms then today rain pretty bad.. didnt get to play soccer !! sighs !! i cant get my game right.. i love soccer and basketball .. i dont no which one to play ._. what the hecks.. its pretty bored right now so.. yeahs.. im gonna to bed.. tomorrow gonna be geography test :D hopefully i can get high marks =\ wish everyone taking the test good luck.

2009-02-03T03:55:00.000-08:00

Today.. not so bad .. time pass by pretty fast .. i dont no why .. maybe its because im used to it .. E maths test wasnt that tough but english test was sort of hard.. dont really understand .. i have a feeling that im falling.. yeah , falling.. to an endless pit.. what the hecks.. im going to sleep..
Nights-

2009-02-02T05:20:00.000-08:00

Today , after school went to St.Hildus for CL(B) lessons ! :D Hmmmms , quite easy but very lonely.. Wells , life still gotta go on.. Hopefully next time will be a better one.. I cant believed that now a days i start to make notes for every subject O: sighs.. tomorrow will have a lot of test..hopefully can pass with flying colours =\ Oh wells , time for me to prepare myself for tomorrow paper.. Nights (:

2009-02-01T06:06:00.001-08:00

Sighs , im dead. x.x Maths homework cant finish ! damn !!! Stuck at one stupid question!! Forget bout it. Hmmmms , today no different from another.. the same thing as ever..
I walk alone..
I eat alone..
I suffer alone..
Havent clear my problems yet.. couldnt care less :D 3Ds ! Dont care ! Dont know ! Dont even wanna know ! (: Its pretty bored.. tomorrow gonna be my first CLB lesson ._. hopefully its gonna be pretty exciting.. and hopefully ! i dont get lost ! >.< hmmmms..hope kj problems cleared already bahs.. thats all i ever wanted..

2009-01-31T09:49:00.000-08:00

Today wake up pretty late. O: talk with kj all night.. pretty tired and fun. lols.. anyways , *TADA* i got my new spects :D nothing much really happened today. lols.. as per usual , browsing through peoples blog. i end up laughing as i saw people scared that i might ruin their love relationship.. which im not so bored to do it ! play dota with nara , marc. we laugh our head off as the game was pretty funny as always.. lols.. well , hopefully i can finish my maths homework by tomorrow ._. or else i gonna suffer a hard time during maths class =\ Anyways im going to bed le , nights (:

2009-01-30T07:03:00.000-08:00

Today overslept ! Lols ! x.x Lucky , reach school in time. (: Anyways , been doing my homework and revising for test =D weird huhs ? Hmmmmms , im surprised that my teachers care for me. O: keep asking me the same thing over again , you okay a not , you okay a not..lols..what the hecks..after school went to play soccer :D got myself a new name for one small mistake. SOLO KIA ! LOL !!! So freaking fun =D Im so glad that i decline brendan and the rest as they are going to cyber x gaming to play dota. Sighs .. Sort of bored.. Today nothing much happen.

2009-01-29T05:08:00.000-08:00

Im back ! (:
Its been soooo long since i blog lorhs..
Firstly i want to thanks all those who greet my happy new year.
So yeahs , happy new year everyone !
Pretty bored..
Nothing much to do..
Gonna complete Tales of Destiny le..
Sooner or later , im gonna lose my sanity..
Cant stop laughing..
Hahas..
Anyways end of today post.
Will be back soon.

2009-01-24T12:34:00.000-08:00

My bad guys ..
Computer been malfunctioning for some reason..
Cant able to stream / enter people blog / post my blog !! =\
Things been going pretty crazy lately..
Birds suddenly grip on my shoulder , butterflies getting pretty common the before..
A maths getting easy but homework as per usual =x never hand in..
But currently im breaking the habit..
So hopefully Ms Ng will give one last chance and not call dad bout my homework..
Im getting lamer every second lately..
From DotA to Gunbound ._.
What the hecks..
Hmmmmms .. this year pretty different from before..
Ever since i went to my grandma house and talk to my cousins..
They seems to be advising me to work hard and get a better and stable job..
They also tried to give me their books to prepare myself from O levels..
Though im just only sec 3 NA and i have 2 more years ahead , i still need to work hard..
Hahas .. lets drop the topic already..
Hmmmms..
Well.. kinda forget the rest of the fun moment =x
Tomorrow will be going to my grandma house and eat re-union dinner ! ;D
And its pretty late right now.. 4.43am already..
lols..
OH YEAHS !
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO SHIQI !!
Anyways , time for me to sleep..
Yours truely ;D
`Peter

2009-01-12T06:06:00.000-08:00

Yawns !! school bored me as usual =\
But what im happy bout that is im starting to get used to doing lay-up during match (:
Hehes..
Played Basketball 3months plus le :D
Hopefully my skill can improve even better.
Oh yeahs , the tactic that me and billy though of sort of didnt really work sometimes..
Damn..
Signing off (:

2009-01-11T05:41:00.000-08:00

Its been long since i touch my blog..well..didnt really got time..got low blow by some coach =\ it hurts ! worst thing of all ! his leg kick the same exact spot ! which make things even worst ! ever since that day i having fear to jump for the ball.. anyways..today nara out from boys town for awhile but.. got to go at 3pm.. sighs.. meet him for lunch before he leave..marc and steph came along.. we had joy and laughter.. after that we walk seperate ways.. thats all for today..

2009-01-06T05:46:00.000-08:00

Once again it suddenly come into my mind..im hearing weird voices , seeing image and having some random flashbacks..sighs..a weird year to start with..today..lesson aint halve bad at all..theres fun and jokes..after school went to play basketball .. leg full of blister.. every step i take hurts me a lot.. hopefully i can find my answer as soon as possible..

2009-01-05T05:19:00.000-08:00

Day 2 of school le..
Things getting pretty boring..
Having trouble to sleep during the night ..
Feeling restless during the day..
Been thinking bout something else..
Sighs..

2009-01-01T20:48:00.000-08:00

Happy new year!!
Yays !
2009 le !! xD
Happy birthday to Sheryl and Von !!
Tomorrow school start le ~!! xD

2008-12-25T09:01:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas! (:
I guess there's not a really need to post bout today activities =x
Very embarassing !! >.<
Anyways , i guess this is the end for today post =x

2008-12-23T06:45:00.000-08:00

Never post for this few days lately..
Well .. alot thing happened..
Outings and everything..
Been going out to play basketball cause most of the time the outing will end up at LAN..
Last week of the month till the start of the year..
Troubles and problem start popping out..
Envy people eat TangYuan with family..
Anyways..
Today went to play basketball..
Play under the hot sun..
All by myself..
Yawns..
2-3hours of that..
Topaz appeared..
Then we chat and play yugioh..
After 1 round ..
Go back Bball court to play basketball..
Once again , it happened..
The basketball court become a Street soccer court..
Shoot the basketball , suddenly will get interrupted by the soccer players..
Tsk..
Went to 511 area..
See Topaz and friends play Duel master and Yugioh..
I realised bout something but i stay silent..
See them play few rounds of Fatal-Four and Tag-Team match..
And went back home..
Thats all for today..

2008-12-17T06:25:00.000-08:00

Yesterday , god damn fun ! ;D
Me & Billy cant stop laughing at everything we see or do.
We anyhow play play around in game , make fun of peoples around us.
Oh yeah forgot to mention that Nara , Marc and Kelly also at Cyber x gaming ! (:
Jeez , Marc impressing Kelly and very excited too ._.
I laugh until my throat pain.. O:
Today nothing much happen.
Went to buy books and uniform..
After that watch Detective conan / Case closed !
Absolutely boredom ! =\
Anyways , just contacted with stupid roo ! :3
Glad that she alright.
Congrats stupid roo to get her computer back xD
Audi lagging like last time le ._.
Sighs ..
So far only got 2 anime caught my interest..
Inuyasha and Detective Conan / Case Closed !
Having problem finding link to watch Detective Conan / Case closed..
Sigh !!

2008-12-14T11:02:00.000-08:00

Today evening went to play basketball (:
Play with two NS people Shooting.
The rule is simple .
3 pointer shot only.
Airball - 100 pumping.
If the person score , the rest must do 10 pumping.
I end up doing 1000 pumping , actually suppose to be 1050 but they "discount" for me.
Then one of them is 1500 pumping , the other one is 800.
Our hand was wobbling like jelly ! :O
Then next we play 2 pointer ! (:
Rule is also quite simple.
Close eye and shoot.
AirBall - 50 pumping
If the person score , all do 10 pumping.
This one still okay =x
End up doing 500 for this round.
While the both of them got somewhere 800. :D
Go home hor , my hand keep on wobbling.
Time to rest ~! (:

2008-12-11T09:41:00.001-08:00

Today rain so heavy !! ._.
Went out alone.
Walking around,
Drenched in rain ..
Been thinking bout something..
Sigh..
The past shall be the past..

2008-12-08T09:00:00.000-08:00

Today ah..
Damn freaking unfair..
He can make people pissed while other people cannot make him pissed. =.=
Its like what the heck he wants ..
Even if i tell him this..
Im sure he will reply back something like this " you also got make me dulan before , you still kp so much "
I have the guts to say that i went overboard sometimes but that one is by accident , i never really meant to go overboard..
Unlike him la , purposely went overboard to disturb the person till pissed just to have his fun ..
Sigh , anyways dont wanna talk bout him liao. =.=

2008-12-04T04:26:00.001-08:00

zz..
Today quite a bit weird ..
Nevermind ..
Tonight will be the end of it ..

2008-12-03T09:03:00.000-08:00

Hmmmms ..
Rare occasion .. :O
That two idiots (Marc & Nara) came to my house and screw things ==''
They two concertrating on DotA ..
While I concertrating on Audi-ing =x
Hahas .. As per usual ? ^^
Then 5pm , marc ask us to go Basketball court meet shiqi , xiao rong and yvonne ..
Nara die die dont wanna play basketball with me and marc =\
Too big already , very hard to move i guess..
Me and Marc vs Topaz and his friend =x
21 point win ;O
Play somewhere until 10+ for both team , all already got tired =x
During the game , the 3 girl ==''
Scream and scream and scream ._.
Nara la !!
Tell them what i errr ..
Nevermind ..
After that , all went home :D
Finally !!
Can rest at home =D
Today plan didnt end up what i wanted ==''
Plan to rest the whole day :O
But didnt get to.. =\
Oh yeah ..
I appreciate it a lot if you guys dont disturb meishan and her blog..
I dont mind if you guys saying things bout me and her but please without her around..
Just please dont disturb her..

2008-12-02T09:09:00.001-08:00

Today a lot of stuff happen .. o-o
Play by your own rules ..
Watch 007 at Tm ;O
Can nearly fall asleep.. yawns ~ :O
Sms Meishan all day long.. ;D
Tomorrow feel like staying home and sleep the whole day ..
Im sooooo tired !
Then reach home on computer ..
First thing ..
Mervin there to ka jiao me again ! ._.
Grrrr !!
Nevermind ;D
Ka jiao him back =x
Alright..
End of story for me =x
Gonna sleep le :D
Night nights :D:D

2008-12-01T08:21:00.000-08:00

Damn sian !!
Never get to chat in msn during afternoon =\
Was at yishun all alone for the job interview ._____.
After that , went to meet nara for lunch ;D
Awhile later went to his house then bryan came along (:
A lot of crapping , lols ..
At home nothing to do but msn ;D
And still need to confirm the planning for tomorrow at tampines..
Anyways , im turning into the nights. :]

2008-11-30T07:53:00.000-08:00

Hahas , today ahh ..
Audi and MSN ! :D:D
Since Warcraft III have been deleted , thats mean i cant play dota which also a good thing that i quit dota ..
So... Got more to study and chat with friends bah ? ^^"
Hmmmm , today spend with friends bah ? ^^
Audi with Meishan ..
Halve way outside rain until so heavily..
Then after audi with meishan , the rain stopped..
Went outside play for awhile ..
Nothing much happen ..
Oh well , im sure tomorrow will be a better day ? ^^"
Sheryl , cheer up bah ? ^^"

* Meishan , thanks a lot for keeping me accompany *

2008-11-29T09:55:00.000-08:00

HUAT BODOH.
WARCRAFT III DELETED

2008-11-28T10:20:00.000-08:00

Lols , today BBQ ahh..
Aint halve bad =x
Having problem starting the fire only >.<
But thanks to wei han , we get our fire started :D
Pick wrong date for the BBQ ;O
Most of the people got camp today ..
So not much turned up =\
But still we got our fun =x
Ryan play his guitar and making fun of everyone there. :]
Some went to play Dj Max , some went to play kite while waiting for the fire to get started. ;O
Bee han went around hitting people for no reason =x
No change at all , but still used to it le after 2 years sitting beside her in primary school >.<
Once we got the fire started , everyone cant stop eating =x
All take turn by turn to bbq the food :D
Got some of the part damn .. nothing to say :O
Hahas , night time le ..
All went back home (:
Oh yeah ! Forget to mention !!
Today was Jocelyn Birthday !! :D:D
Happy Birthday Jocelyn!! :D:D
Today Meishan showed me a lyrics of a song ..
Find it quite sweet of her ..
Hahas , Take care Meishan :D
Jeslyn got her result for gu zheng le ! :D
She got a distinction !!
Wakakakakak !!
Congrats Jeslyn (:

2008-11-27T10:18:00.001-08:00

After all that complain about my blog song ..
Finally change le :D
Oh well , time for bed ..
Got Class BBQ Tomorrow ..
Anyways , good luck Jeslyn for your Gu Zheng ..

2008-11-26T10:10:00.000-08:00

Time to revive my blog le =x
I just found a job ! :D:D
But only start during new year ==''
Next monday going yishun meet the guy..
Quite down this past few days but then ..
Hahs , lately a lot of good friends cheering me up bah? ^^"
Quite hmmmm , happy :D
Especially Angel !! hahas ..
She told me that i myself must be happy before i can even make anyone happy >.<
Find it quite true..
Must learn more from her le =x
Then DotA is like errr .. same as usual .. lame lame lame ..
People call me "pro" for buying SnY for luna..
Hmmmms , Audi keep on lagging and lagging ..
Having hard time to play..
Friday going to Pasir Ris Park to have 2006 - 6H Class BBQ !! :D
Soo..
Will be going le ..
Bye bye :D:D

2008-11-05T09:32:00.000-08:00

Back from the 3Days 2 night challet !! :)
So here a summary from my view about the Challet
It was so fun with them !
But then other then fun , there will always be a bad moment =\
Example is like my bloody shoe gone !! >.<
Hahas , its nothing much :)
Midnight movie !!
Went to watch " The Coffins "
It was somewhere like a heartstopping horror movie..
Went out of the cinema after 1 hour..
Play Uno like siao at the challet :D
Thats goes the same for BlackJack.
Win marc money like siao =x
There's one thing i cant believe !!
They claim that i sleep talking !!
The main purpose of going to the challet is to celebrate marc and steph 14th anniversary.
So here goes my greetings for them.
Happy 14th anniversary for Marc&Steph.
May you two last forever :)
Went to Nara house after the challet.
Watch an anime show call "KIBA" :D
Marc,Steph,Ben and Us went to KFC to eat lunch.
Awhile later all start to went seperate ways..
A guy doing some sort of magic trick to attract people attention to promote his medical oil..
It caught me and Nara attention before we even know that his trying to promote his medical oil.. =\
Hahas , went home eat dinner !!
Time to sleep >.< Lazy say the rest =x

2008-11-01T10:41:00.000-07:00

OMG !! OMG !! OMG !!
I cant freaking believe it !! >.<
My dad help me lie to my mom !!
Unbelievable !! :)
1-2 more days !
Looking forward to it !! :)

2008-10-29T10:31:00.000-07:00

Hahs , bored . >.<
Yu gi oh 5D stuck at episode 30 !!
Rawrrr !!
It gonna take forever for 31 to come out !! :C
Nothing special bout today !!
Hmph !!
I go sleep le !!
Bye bye (:

2008-10-28T10:47:00.001-07:00

Yawn lah!! ._____.''
Wake up at 10.30 !!
Just realised need to meet Sheryl at 10.45!! >.<
Rush everything through everything ~.~
Meet her at bus stop then went to school.
I went to put the streaming form at the form drop while she went to see Mr Ng.. ._.
They talk for very long leh!!
I almost fall asleep at the study bench !! =\
After that , follow her to bus stop then go le..
Went to meet Marc , Nara , Steph ..
Already expected that they will say i emo-ing ._.'
What the heck..
They really did..
Im not even emo-ing from the start lorh..
Just trying errr..
Trying to get the person of my mind bah..
After all , i lend her my ear but that doesnt meant i giving her? ^^"
Rawrrr!!
Time to hunt down some songs!!
Bye byee!!!

2008-10-27T09:38:00.000-07:00

Another day pass ..
Cant believe it!!
I actually force myself to wake up so early!! TT
Today ah..
Damn Speechless.. :O
Mrs Wong told me the dateline for the streaming form is 28/10..
At the end,the date line is TODAY!!
RAWRRR!!
DIE LE!! :(
All the school gate close!! =\
Damn!!
Nevermind nevermind..
Went to cut hair cause i made a promise to my dad.. (:
Went home..
Nothing much to do..
Yugioh 5D stuck at episode 30.. :(
Need to wait for next week!! TT
Grrrr!!
Use free time to modified Me and My Dad Laptop (:
But then , Mom scold me..
She claim that i sort of bit useless,always free loading her ..
zzz..
She dont even know my talent or my abilities lor..
Unlike My Dad , he understand a bit..
Enough bout them!! (:
Spend a lot of time then finally finish!! (:
Hope My Dad appreciate it (:
My Bnet went hay-wire..
Cant enter..
Zzzz!!
This lead to FOUR idea to waste my time! (:
TV ! PSP ! YUGIOH ! AUDI !
Lets get your game on!! x)

2008-10-26T08:23:00.000-07:00

Its been long since i update le >.<
Reason is just because im lazy =\
Results not really that great but still quite good for this year.. (:
Pass ^^" Able to get in A maths i think..
Never play DotA for so long le!! (:
Stupid retards keep saying i quit for blah blah blah or whatever lame shit..
School end too early for me le ):
Nothing to do at all!!
Sleep sleep sleep!! ):

2008-10-03T09:59:00.000-07:00

Good game le la.. ;[
I stuck at the toilet during Exam time ;\
Didnt get to finish history paper ;
Play bball to relief stress x)
Slack with steph,marc,liling and jeslyn ;D
Reach home very tired ;\
On comp for awhile then go to bed! ;p

Happy belated birthday to weixuan on the 9th of Oct :]

2008-10-01T08:17:00.001-07:00

Damn..my mother woke me up at 11..
Its still so early~!!!
How i wish i can sleep longer~ TT
Woke up and play DotA for awhile..
No choice but to go out eat lunch alone .____.
Went to slack with MingDe for awhile..
What the heck..
He maple siao sia..
Went to meet Marc..
End up meeting Marc,Steph and Liling..
Slack and slack and slack..
Till they two got to go then play Basketball =D
After that,went home..
Rest on the bed for awhile then play with Marc ladder as promised..
Chat on msn till night time..
Still wondering whether i should buy or not..

2008-09-30T07:56:00.000-07:00

Its been long since i even touch the blog.
A lot of stuff happened..
Sort of bit stress out..
Decided not to spike hair cause it doesnt look natural to me..
That i dont no why..
Got scolded by my parent for dumb reason..
What the heck..
Oh well,I found a few picture that give me some flashbacks..
Msn didnt get to chat long till night time arrived..
Heh,the world will be better if there's people like you guys..
I cant even find my purpose of living..
I dont think there's a reason for me to live in the first place..

2008-09-24T06:49:00.000-07:00

Fight for your pride and honor..
I will lend you my hand if needed..
Everyone will,that im sure..
Lesser scar is left on my heart..
Trying to change to a better person..
But I know,i wont change to someone im not..
Thanks all for assisting and guiding me all this while..
I will remember you girls and boys..
Every moment,we spend time on each other.
It will be recorded on my book of life..
I hope people like your type doesnt extinct..
Or the world will be Imbalanced..

2008-09-23T06:40:00.000-07:00

Stupid benben go crush/tear my paper..
My hard effort gone to a waste =[
Listen to billy and kennzo conversation can make me puke ._.
Porn here Porn there..
After school,went to Bedok Mac with billy and ben to meet steph,jeslyn,woonling and marc.
Slack for awhile then ivan and gang come sia ._.
Our laughter become louder and louder.
Hahahaaaa!!
The jokes got better by a second :D
Sadly after a short moment later,they left =\
Marc decided to go Bball court and billy went home =[
Ben ben went home to charge phone =.=
After Bball,all went home :D
Nothing much to do when reach home..
Deleted Frozen throne as i said i will.. =D
NO DOTA!! x)
How i wish everything can start from square one again..
I will cherish that moment..

2008-09-22T06:58:00.000-07:00

I shall..
Jump!!
Jump!!
And!!
Grow!!
Tall!!
Tall!!
>.<

Congrats Benben for his 1st month Anniversary :]

2008-09-21T06:51:00.000-07:00

Miss my blog soooo much >.<
Went to steph house as planned ._.
While waiting for Jeslyn to come,Steph help me wrap the present :]
When she arrived,we all watch death note 3..
After that,I and Marc went to basketball court to play x)
Luckily,got a girl willing to play with us..
Got one very young boy damn stylo..
Lend my phone to call 999 to report bout a group of malays smoking.. =.=
You see he argue with the group of malays can laugh till stomach ache..
Marc help me get back my phone but then the police call me back ._.
As usual i anyhow give excuses lor :D
After that,we continue play basketball lor :]
Marc & Poly Girl Vs Me , 2 younger one.. x(
Fate always gimme the younger people =[
Nevermind bah :D
After the game end..
My shirt damn black.. =.=
Reach home,fall dead at my bed for 30minutes.. x)
Never mess with girl or else they will form anti-social team/gang/clan =.=
Anways,today hmmm..
Its eh...
Jeslyn birthday bah? :D
So erm..
Happy 14th Birthday Jeslyn :D
Wish you good luck for your exam
And
Lead your life beautifully :D

2008-09-19T07:12:00.000-07:00

Today,maths test pop up during the wrong time..
I was having a major flu and cough and still need to take..
What the heck..
Do 5question only..
The rest of the periods slack..
After school,went to benben house with billy and marc..
Benben spike his hair like a..rambutan..
Went to tm..
Pangseh benben..
After that.
Eat,Drink and Slack..
Hmmm,the rest nothing much bah..
After tm,billy went home.
Me and marc went to bedok MRT to meet steph..
Eat,Drink and Slack..
We have a never ending chatting session..
Reach home at 7.45
Chat with friends in msn x)
Drowsy..Dizzy..

2008-09-18T06:50:00.000-07:00

Deadly sick..
Spit out blood..
Went to school and poly clinic..
Wait for the bloody number so long..
Some claims that i love sick..
While some wish me die faster ._.
Regretted for not taking Fever pill from the doctor..
Now my temperature increasing insanely..
Chat with marc for awhile..
Hope the fever end fast bah..

2008-09-17T06:16:00.000-07:00

Its been long since i post le sia =\
I miss my blog so much!! >.<
Morning i keep tio prank calls..
An innocent boy like me also can get prank calls.. =x
In school damn hyper for like few minutes..
So i accidentally spoilt Kennzo correction tape ._.
Do stupid dance until the Kennzo go secretly record it show/send people.. ._.
Hahahahaaa.. x)
I feel so stupid laughing myself x)
School ended..
Went to bedok central with Billy,Ben and Fadzhil to meet Marc,Steph and Jeslyn.
Fadzhil change bus once at bedok central..
While the rest of us.
Eat,Drink and Slack!! :]
After that,all went to Ben house slack for awhile..
Played cards and throw cards :]
When everyone wants to leave already..
Ben insist that there must be 52 cards in the deck before he open the door..
Sad case,at first there is only 46 cards..
Slowly,we found until 50 cards. x)
The 2 cards went MIA =[
I suggested a very good plan with Billy x)
I swiftly took 2 cards out of the 50cards and pass it to Billy.
Then Billy act as if he found the 2 other missing cards.
When Ben open the door..
Marc,Billy and Me ran out of the door x)
Wakakkakakakaa...
Then everyone assemble below the block and went seperates way home =D
Things get weirder through each day but still..
There's gonna be one hell of a party x)

2008-09-14T14:49:00.000-07:00

Reach home already.. :]
Everything went according to plan exceept for one part,i dont really understand much..
Oh well,at least i'm home already.. :D
Yesterday stayed at Ben house for the night..
Slept at 6am,woke up at 11am..
I dont feel sleepy :D
Played DotA then watch TV.
6pm went to EduPath to meet Marc and Ben.
Sadly,we didnt play at there cause not much people want to play..
7pm we went to XiaoRong house area..
While ben went home.
Damn funny and fun >.<
During the raining period,we werent able to put any candle..
Then Marc asked us follow him eat while yvonne went home..
While Marc was eating,XiaoRong and me keep on playing a fool :x
After that,all went to XiaoRong block and play candles x)
Sad that i cant stay there long.. =\
Burn the candles as if your burning your bad memories away..
Kinda worried seeing her like this..
Damn it..
Went home straight fall asleep on the bed..

2008-09-12T08:45:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning already got scolding..
The phone rang so loud that my mother woke up.. =\
Yawn..
Was playing "Are you retard" all by myself till 7am.. ._.
In school,even better..
Classroom got vandalized by other people..
Most of the period was held at Library :]
After school,went to denise house with boonjie and billy..
Help out her mother setting up the BBQ and left..
Ben sms me some dumb message ._.
After helping her mother..
Me and Billy went to ben house slack..
BoonJie went home..
At ben house,we all like god damn tired sia..
After that,i went home..
Falling asleep...
Now a days,damn stressful.. =[

2008-09-11T06:41:00.000-07:00

Today overslept >.<
Rushed to school ._.
Lucky,reached school in time.. :D
First period was Literature (drama) ..
Teacher choosed me as the male lead in the stupid scene..
Stupid story/scene ._.
In class was perfectly same as usual..
Damn happy that History teacher absent cause get to play gambling cards with shi kai,ashley,billy,boon jie,sucipto and ben =x
Got back my psp from billy..
After school,we went to mac and eat..
Benben help sms to Jeslyn.. >.<
Hahahaha...
After that,all of us went to my house..
Steph and Marc were using the computer..
While,ben and billy playing gambling cards with me :]
After that all went home...
Great laughter when they doing their things at my room..
Benben having problem going to toilet =x
Billy keep throwing tissue paper into my room from outside the house..
I accidentally elbow steph head >.<
Sorry wor steph =[
Hahahahaha !! x)
Gonna suspend my account in bnet soon.. :D
Then i can say bye bye =D
Weeeeeeeeee~~
http://www.humblevegetarians.blogspot.com/ <<<< The name so zai..

2008-09-10T04:34:00.000-07:00

Damn boring~!!
Sleep sleep sleep..
Oink oink ._.
School so boring..
Hope the stupid thing end fast..
Im going crazy if the thing last long.. =[
School getting more and more boring..
I want to bang the wall to hell~!! :D
Weeeeeeee~~!!
Chat with Jeslyn for awhile..
Need to express my love ._.
Kinda bit erm hyper bah..
Until Steph told me something and Billy hinted me something..
Sort of went hay-wire bah..
My emotion went a bit un-stable =[
First i got this stupid thing that make me go crazy and now its bout Jeslyn..
Whats the worst sia.. ._.
After we ate at mac..
We went to TM and meet Jeslyn..
Billy went to TM to buy hair spray..
I chat with a female senior citizen for awhile..
They claim that i flirt senior citizen also..
Oh well..
After that,we went seperate ways home..
Fell asleep in the bus..
Lucky never over-slept or else i end up at other weird places..
Reach home do nothing bah..
Gonna pass Marc Chieftain position..
Quite boring..
Planned to quit DotA.. :]
Too many things happen at the same moment..
My thing,Relationship and Examination..
Oh well..
I go watch tv and relax myself =D

2008-09-09T05:06:00.000-07:00

Today kinda worried.. =[
Feel sort of pathetic that i cant help..
Damn..
School started off okay until i recieved some sms-es..
Had a tiring moment ._.
But its worth it i guess.. >.<
Wanted to sleep in class but the noise level too high already.. =\
Nevermind bout that..
After school,went to the newly opened bakery shop beside macdonald to buy some waffles..
I gave a lady my waffle first and take the last queue cause she cant afford to waste any much time.. :]
Chat with the new owner for awhile..
She told me all about her daughter..
She is very proud about her daughter result and determination.. ._.
Billy called me and asked me to wait for him cause he going to skipped Maths Remedial and come my house..
At first,planned to play with Agen and BenBen DotA..
But BenBen cannot make it.. :[
So i asked my friend Albert to subtitude him.. :]
Agen didnt call me and Billy told me that he went to Century Square.. ._.
So i take it as his not available to play bah..
End up playing with Marc and Albert.. :]
Middle of the game,i send billy to the doorstep..
After that game,was studying,watching tv,listening to mp3,chatting on msn and playing maple..
Yawns..
Nothing much happened..
Just the same as always.. ._.

2008-09-08T06:26:00.000-07:00

Damn!!
Today so tiring..
Maybe its because the starting of the week ._.
Fall asleep in chinese lesson.. =[
The chinese teacher not bad sia..
Let me sleep for awhile.. x)
Science teacher getting on my nerve.. >:C
She dont even respect me and she suppose me to respect her??
I always asked her question and she treat me as thin air sia.. ._.
Sure fail my science if i dont self-revision lor.. ._.
Art Teacher just ignore her like a sucker =x
The rest of the lesson went smoothly..
Went to bedok inter with Ben and Billy..
Meet Marc at KFC!!
We EAT until our tummy FULL!! >.<
Ben go play play with the food by mixing it.. =x
Steph joined us to our trip to the LIBRARY!!
I cant believe it that im going there to study.. ._.
But end up making DotA draft plan for the team..
Hahahaha,but anyhow say say the plan >.<
Laugh till stomach ache..
After that,we went to ben house..
Billy went to sleep..
Marc and Steph touch here touch there..
Ben playing DotA..
While im concertrating the draft plan.. ( its a miracle that im serious bout something ._. )
Spend a lot of time making it..
End up like a fallen leaf =[
Heartbroken that all my hard effort went to a waste..
No one appreciate it.. =\
Nevermind bah..
Went home..
My mother scold me for no damn reason.. ._.
Just because i said that i cut my hair at saturday..
Have a very big arguement..
Oh well,dont give a damn to her..
Watch TV and played DotA..
Damn regret ==''
Cause after the game when i alt-tab..
I saw Jeslyn conversation at during the mid game then she went offline.. =[
Ahhh!!!!
Feel like banging the wall!!
Went to use the laptop at the living room to prevent more conflict with my mother.. :]
Went to play maple :]
Finally!! I level 10 in maple!! I gain 2 level in 1hour !! =x
Chat with Kimberley for awhile..
I really dont want to play DotA anymore le sia..
I never get appreciate in doing anything.. >:C
Plus its so boring!! ._.
I miss the opportunity to chat with her somemore!! =[
Damn DotA!!!!
I go watch incredibles tale le..Bye bye :]

2008-09-07T06:56:00.000-07:00

Today morning i woke up early..
But end up doing nothing.. =\
Feel like going back to bed..
But cant get my eyes shut ._.
The last day of holiday already..
Damn,how i wish it can last longer..
Went to Bnet see if anyone online to play with me..
But apparently no one.. :[
Play ladder game but kinda not into the mood playing..
Play DotA as usual..
BORED of it.. =\
Tried mini-games but no much people host it and most of them were Americans.. =[
So no choice but to really play Maple.. ._.
I went to Asiasoft and tried to re-activate my account..
Apparently i didnt recieved the e-mail regardless bout the code to re-activate my account..
But luckily i still can use my account in maple but no asiasoft ._.
Created new char called "PuckYouLa" :D
Nice right? :D
Enjoyed the 2x exp for 15min and its over =\
Ben woke up and sms to play DotA..
We played 2 rounds..
After that,we went to Bedok Central to eat KFC..
The Queue ah..
Damn long..1 people take about 10min to order finish.. ._.
I walked him home =D
Scared that he limping like yesterday =x
Next,I walked a very very long way home..
Half way,i saw xiao rong..
But didnt open my mouth or else she gonna hit me again >.<
Reached home,I feel pretty tired and bored to death..
The stupid asiasoft still havent send me the E-mail!! >:C
Played DotA with Ben and Marc..
Feel like using my head bang the wall ._.
Its getting more and more boring by a second!! =[
Someone Save My Freaking Soul From DotA!! >:C

2008-09-05T10:08:00.001-07:00

Damn!!The Holidays is over =\ Exams coming nearer !!
Hahaha..Today,was suppose to meet my cousins.. :D
but at the end,lazy to go =x
Me,Jeslyn,Marc and Steph assembled at Ben house outside..cause going to TM ._.
Steph and Jeslyn play DJ max..Me and Ben watch DBZ (ITS NOT LAME) ._. then marc checking out the mirror ba? :D
Jeslyn cut her hair..She keep pestering Steph regardless bout her hair being ugly >< and Steph got irritated!! x) hahaha!!
1pm le..Ben went to bath and change clothing..so all have to wait for him =[
He took almost FOREVER!! dammit!! >:C
The moment we reached TM..I start to have the same feeling like before ._. kinda weird feeling..
Oh well,WHO CARES!!
Well,Im just weird :(
After TM,we all went back with marc to bedok..just for CURRY PUFF!!LOLS!!
As we slack around bedok area..I made a funny plan for DotA DRAFT..Its so stupid then it make ben went upside down..hahaha =D
Its so stupid that we predicted 1 Earthshaker is enough to own all the 5 heroes during a gangbang =x
As time passed,we all went seperates way..except that i walked with ben to his home..
I thought about the poem i read at ben house..it was titled as EXPRESSION..Porsch book..
Kinda glad that i have good friends like you all..
We will walk a long distances..That im sure of it!! :D:D
Do the impossible,to the possible!!
Have confidence/faith in whatever things we do!!
Thats the way of the ...
Oh well,got over carried away.. hahaha ><
Sleeping time!! Oink oink =x

2008-09-03T10:01:00.000-07:00

Ahhh!As usual in the morning =='' but dont really care =D cause Nara got his home-leave..
Woots!!Marc,Hadi and me went to his house..Ben having problem finding his house..Hahahah..He need helps from little kids =x
We have our joy and laughter at Nara house regardless about each other..
After that,Hadi left us cause we going to eat lunch together..Nara decorate his bowl until very nice..was rather lazy to take a picture of it =\
We walked to Bedok Central..Went to Cyber X Gaming to find Aaron but he was not there..so..WHO CARES x)
We went to ben ben house =D and watch Replays of Team Zenith.. ._. BORING!!But no choice but to waste time =\
Awhile later,all of us went down to meet Shiqi..like no different having her in the conversation..she will be silent as usual.. ._.
Hmmmm..Around 6plus,we all went seperates way home..Except for Nara and me..we walking the same path..
Reached home already..kinda flat =='' very tired =\
Went to watch Team Zenith replay for awhile..and learn some few tricks =x if you know what i mean..hehe x)
Played DotA till 1am and watching TV..Woots!! x) Bottle FTW!! =x
Time to say good night le or else my mother will be doing the waking up for me =x

2008-09-02T09:21:00.000-07:00

Once again,my head bang the metal pole =='' at 11am..i can never have peace in sleeping =\
oh well..hmmm..play 2-3 rounds dota.. ._.
meet ben and marc for lunch..we chat about dota..blah blah blah..
went around the blocks..then we went to buy jolly sandy ==''
after that,we went to meet steph,jeslyn and one more girl o.o
they were doing project regard about advertising some random product..
the ben go pour the whole canned of jolly sandy at me..which makes me hmmm..sticky and very wet..lols x) damn..
the way they do project is kinda rather funny..marc,me and ben stand on the other side and watch them do their advertising..
after awhile,we all went seperates way home..
i wanted to go bedok central to buy sushi but ben dont allow me =\ cause he thought i going his house..
oh well,nevermind..went to other place and my dinner..jeez..its still so early..
at home nothing much to do..
so play dota with marc..since ben cant online cause he need to attend to a family/relative dinner..
so i just lie on my bed thinking,sleeping and play around with the ball that marc gave to me lols =x
ben reached home and asked me to play 2v2 with his cousin.. ( IGN - Musica[PAIN] )
hmmm...old but pro clan..played with him like last 2 years..but he wont remember me..was kinda noob back then x)
after that game which is a win..i went back to Bnet to play for awhile..
1 round of dota and im already sleepy..
kinda hate dota a lot lately..damn boring ==''
oh well..who cares =x
currently still trying to change for the better ^^
Untuk Bangsa dan Negara!! Majulah !! =x

2008-09-01T09:54:00.000-07:00

lols..today..once again..my mother push me out of the bed and i went banging on the stupid pole =='' if this keeps up im sure that im gonna grow a bun on my head..
kinda rather sleepy =\ but still have to wake up =='' or else that marc gonna tempt me with his words..
trying to prevent myself talking outloud.. :D stop saying vulgarities and sigh all the time =x so much to change sia >< instead ="x" well ="x" other ="x" pool ="\">< score is 1 - 2
all went seperate way home le..but marc drag me and shi qi to CenturySquare to watch movie =='' KALLANG ROAR !!At first i thought is crap movie..but it turn out hell nice =x woots!!I got a small ball to play with =x
After the show,we saw Woon Ling and Jia hui ._. I so happy sia..i grow taller then jia hui =x then jia hui say i slim down =='' through blah blah blah..lols =x its like so long finally see her..
marc went to buy mooncake =='' he queue for 15min..and he jump out the queue say he dont want buy..zzz waste time..saw John and Jolyon =='' said hi-bye :D
went back to bedok central..shi qi went home..while i still playing with the ball..followed marc around bedok central..cause he want to buy cd to watch ._. plus i still got so many free time..so just follow lo ==''
buy finish le,then all went home..kinda regret a bit =\ when she near,my heart stop beating..when she gone,it wont stop bleeding..
oh well,its never too late to change =D
Im Either A Champion Or Nothing !!
Majulah!!! =x

2008-08-31T18:45:00.000-07:00

Rawrrrr!!Nothing to do in the day..So much laughter during the night just for awhile.Hatreds everywhere..No one there to end this Hatreds. =x Today morning,my mother push me off the bed ._. just because i sleep too long..and its only 11am!!Unfair!!Hmmmm,nevermind bout that..Skipped breakfast..Lunch just a bit =\ But dinner..Ate with ben and his brother Porsch at KFC :D woots!!At least got someone to eat with xD then at 2000 i left their house..played with them dota..the night time can say like hmmmm..disappointed on Clan SkT?hahahah..The ogre that marc refered to is hmmmm..very arrogant. =D Their team skill is somewhere near me..Its a very though fight..Every kill the ogre get he act so much..I really have spiked on the both game..He try to say what i crapper..lose le give excuse cause spike.. =.= nevermind.. just a bit burnt by his words during the game..The ending of the game we lost.. Im not surprise by that..But its very shocking to see Clan SkT showing off? So different from what i heard.. JieMing Explained to me what happened..then hmmmm..I understand what he mean..and why his Dog shoot like a Machine Gun with his blind aimming =.= lols =x GOOD GAMED

2008-08-30T07:44:00.000-07:00

sorry all for not posting on yesterday..was kinda bit headache...drank alcohol at nara house..so didnt post..was very dizzy and high..lols..anyways..only get to sleep for 6hours..woke up at 8..nara called me regardless about his comp..at i went to his house once again..luckly,this time..im not moving like a drunken idiot =='' i still can smell the black label..even though i washed my mouth..went to nara house..passed him thumbdrive then watch him play..i also play my psp (naruto ultimate ninja hero 2 : phantom fortress) :D hehe..completed the game..then we went to mac and have lunch with thng thng!! x) weeeeeee,damn funny.the fun start to begin =x all of us,start saying crap stuff at each other..lols..say until all of us so speechless =x hahahaha..well,actually nothing much happen..just kinda yeah..fun and laughter..cant re-call much..maybe its because that im tired..no idea ba..

2008-08-28T08:30:00.000-07:00

hmmmm..for some reason,now a days..i kinda like going school especially when learning period =x everything except science teacher..i ask her question,she die die dont wanna answer me then always scold me for no reason..damn..today i only say her first name,she flare up at me sia..unfair cunt..but nevermind..forget bout that..at most i study myself..sigh..got my report book..hmmmm kinda happy though..i improved then before..but still..there's more to learn..yawn!!bored with studies..after school,me and billy went to find marc for lunch..then see him play ladder and dota with ben..kinda bored...as time passed..went to bedok inter to meet steph,woon ling and one more girl i dunno de..all of us talked for awhile and some went seperated ways and steph join us to go ben house..surprisingly..jeslyn reach way faster then us...unbelievable..oh well!who cares x) we slack for awhile..then all of us talk bout different conversation..after slacking at ben house..most of the people in the group went seperated ways..as it is time for us to go home..me and ben went to long john and have our dinner..as we walked,we see the sunset..it was very nice..damn..wish everyone were here to see this beautiful moment..even though there was trees and some building blocking it..i still kinda enjoy looking at it..ben popped me some question regardless bout what i planned to do and he still think im angry at him for the previous thing he did..but i dont really care..well..i most likely gonna stop playing dota end of this year..i find it kinda bored...sigh...my comp went hay-wire as usual..and i dont wanna be so lifeless,staring at the computer..anyways..for now..i just want to move along with you all..thats a promised..with ben,billy,marc,nara and some other friends that i didnt mention.. :] may the friendship last through out our life..

2008-08-27T07:05:00.000-07:00

ahhh!!forgotten what i did le..all i know is i kinda sorry for making you all worry bout me..anyways thanks a lot..especially xtreme..hahahahaha...forget the past,and move toward the future :] i must show that to jia qi too =x after all i told her to move on..kinda funny..i been emo-ing for the past few days for no reason...anyways..kinda forget what i did =x just like to thank you all for cheering me up :] i will move towards with all of you that im sure x)

2008-08-26T04:10:00.000-07:00

Sigh,today..nothing much happen..during school,recieved the RITE award..worthless piece of paper..while at other class,feel rather sleepy/emo-ish...yawn...cant sleep with all the noise from the class..no peace at all..the best thing is..billy found a shattered glass..then i go play with the glass then total 3 marking..and its bleeding like tap water..weird huh?sigh !! after school,i meet marc at block 511 for lunch..then we planned to go edu for fun..halve way through..i saw amelia o.o but marc didnt..maybe because i have sharp eyes =x oh well,we follow her to block 511 again..then went to edu..halve way she left and she go home..we walk around and chat about hmmm..some other people =\ and i told marc something that i sort of hmmmm.. positive bout it...but he was wondering why.. o.o who cares =='' its my life..went to edupath..saw bryan and we talked for awhile and we left and go to block 529 to meet amelia..after that we went to play basketball with two other guys..as time pass by..caleb start to join in..then..the game start to get more and more interesting..at the end we play with bedok town 2A2 and 2A3 girls..and one guy...kinda fun =x and its rather funny that i tricked a kid a lot time before playing with 2A2 and 2A3 girls..when the game started..it starting to get pretty rough..marc and his stupid tactics =.= go aim at the girls leg to make the ball go out..they start to think all of us play rough..left a very bad impression..sigh..the rain came and everyone went seperate ways and only i said Good gamed =='' crapper..walked under rain to home..informed ben bout tomorrow bring what for maths class (orders from miss ng) .. play a few games..chat with xtreme and kimmi for awhile then yeah..going to sleep soon..i wish i can sleep forever =\

2008-08-25T07:18:00.001-07:00

sigh..monday..the start of the week..bored me...especially today the math teacher go relief P.E lesson..thats the worst...was hoping to play floorball and repeat history again. x( jokes ~ anyway..during science lesson,we do the usual thing..nothing but standing through out the whole period..nothing much to do sia..if this keep up,i can say bye bye to sec 3 le..art lesson,damn funny yet stupid..i got punished for no reason..tsk tsk..the worst part is..i saw teacher slamming the chair non-stop..like some retarded person.. =x at the end..everyone ended up at school ground and stand till the lesson end x) today still cant see the progress report..teacher keep forgetting..damn..piece of shit..after school..billy,ben and me went to bedok inter mac to meet marc,steph,jeslyn and melissa..yawn..not much appetite...at the same time feeling tired..after awhile..it was a ZOMG event =='' Ivan and friends showed up..we keep being sarcastic bout each other =x damn funny..oh well,dont really give a damn x) after that,jeslyn and melissa went back to school..while the rest went to ben house..hell lots of things happened there..they took my phone and hide it somewhere..i asked for it so long..and they still dont want return..i beg for it and they still dont want say..until ben finally tell me where my phone is..after awhile..billy passed me his phone..and hide it..he go take my phone and gimme attitude..damn fucked up.he prank me,he think its funny.when people prank him back,he give people attitude..the worst thing is i never even retaliate to even hit or do anything to me.and he retaliate when im taking my phone back from his hand..damn fucked up.and he say its my fault?i started everything?i always closed one eye when people insult my family or me,myself..damn pissed..later on,jeslyn came to ben house and join us slack..then after all the talk,everyone walked seperated way home..on my way home,the sky getting darker..as if it was swallowed by the darkness..sigh..play a few rounds of dota..and going to sleep soon...as each day passed..i dont feel like living..i find it is getting more and more meaningless..there's no reason for my existence..sigh...anyways thanks xtreme for making me think positive/cheer me up...

2008-08-24T07:01:00.000-07:00

Another great fine day..Nara meet us out again :D but this time sadly marc was not around cause his mother dont allowed him to come out for some particular reason..=\ oh well life still need to carry on =\ before meeting them,was trying to perfect my full-twist..but sometime i will end up turning round and round ._. quite fun to do jumpstyle :D and can keep me busy when im bored x) we meet at si zhen lan (opposite my house area MacDonald) ..as usual,i will be his opposition everytime i see him x) i won a stupid bet that we made 2years ago about me being a "gangster" LOL~!! thats what i call fast cash =x $50 coming to my wallet during mooncake festival =x woots~ at first,watched nara and ming de playing maple..then si zhen(owner) =='' was grumbing bout no one hosting Angel Arena ( A type of Warcraft Game) so i dont no why..i suddenly challenge him for a 1v1 angel arena match..i was quite shock when i saw the map was totally different from what i as expected..but nevermind,i persue the matters..it took a lot of concertration to adapt to the game play..at the end i did it..he tricked me about few times regardless about the secret shop and items..im able to make it a draw..i have no choice but to play counter item in that game..after awhile..he asked me for ENFO (another warcraft game..) BORING~!!ENFO 1v1 is like crazy =='' who cares..zzz...when i left the shop..i just realised..i paid $2 and i became a member with 3hour...oh well,dont really give a damn x) and it rain so heavily !! we walk under the rain to block 511 and have our lunch :D we also chat bout last time..where the fun seems to start and it disappeared the next day like today..once again we travelled through the rain to reach bedok green secondary area..cause nara taking bus at there..on the way we saw hadi !! woots ! we chat around and laugh at each other during the past x) after that we went seperated ways after sending nara to the bus stop..sigh..time fly so fast..reached home...chat with marc,jeslyn,melissa,shiqi and a lot more people in the conversation..the main joke is me...they claims that im a joker but i claim that im a joke to all people..sigh..played a few rounds of dota then went to sleep..i think my life is getting more and more meaningless..i tend to break people heart more then helping them..kinda bit tired to live on..

2008-08-23T09:35:00.000-07:00

Woots!!My jumpstyle improving le =x the third day doing jumpstyle :] i now know how to do halve twist and full twist and most importantly !! the basis :D currently learning how to do knee thing..still quite far to proceed to the very exciting part =\ oh well,who cares !! =D 12noon woke up and play with marc dota..lots of ownage game =x teamwork too good le x) then went to bedok inter to meet ben ben..cause we going to Aljunied to give back the charger and suppose to went back to bedok swimming complex to slack with marc..but ben ben ass so heavy that i end up slacking at aljunied..we have lots of fun there x) we went to library and guess what alvin passed to me =x Pregnacy Survival Manual ._. its so fun browsing through this AMAZING book o.o angie and her brother tears came out cause of the joke i make out of the book =x after awhile,angie friend come in o.o deep in my heart i cant stop laughing when she conclude something bout me..awhile later,i left the building and went home..on the way,mean while smsing jeslyn and xtreme..went to super market and bought ice lemon tea and chocolates x) then went home and play dota and mean while practicing jumpstyle :] talked on phone with marc,jia qi and shi qi..doing my best to comfort jia qi and cheer her up.and it was a success =D she actually clear her tears and start laughing x) and she also bully me T.T bleh !! who cares =x as long she happy can le..i rocks and multi-task =x my left hand smsing,my right hand playing dota..my eyes facing the comp and my mouth and brain do the talking x) and i still can own in game =x hmmmm everything finished..and continue practicing jumpstyle !! wakakakakka !! my dad caught me doing jumpstyle =\ and he..dont mind o.o play a few rounds more,chat with marc,xtreme and billy then maybe go sleep le =x nights for now x)

2008-08-22T08:48:00.000-07:00

Ahhhh !! Today,my 2nd day of attempting to do jumpstyle !! school is boring without friends to make you laugh =D Math lesson,Billy and Kennzo do the same thing again !! it was so funny when they slapping each other x) lucky this time,never get scolded from teacher for laughing :D IPW lesson was like a free period for us..cause we hardly do anything inside computer lab..so i burn my time off by smsing jeslyn..as time pass by..i having no problem doing the basis of jumpstyle :D but having big problem attempting halve-twist..the rest of the lesson is just slacking..yawn..boring !! dont have assembly today..so free period in class..teacher dominated me for the stupid award =\ and the comp was lagging like hell till i miss this opportunity to see my progress report..i wanted to see it badly~!!i made a target to reach 20 plus position..cause my previous position was 40 =.= the last one in class..tsk tsk..no choice but to see it on monday..after school,was suppose to go for the skipping rope thing..but then..quite lazy to go..billy called marc and went to my house..we play a few round with ben..then we went to block 511 and eat...after that..ben meet us and together we went to steph house block..marc went up to the house first..while ben,billy and me went to the semi-fitness corner and semi-play ground area..and it was raining lightly..so we slack around there for awhile..got one part..is like a terror !! make my leg feel so much pain ~!!! when the rain is getting heavier..we stopped everything and went to steph house for shelter..saw steward,steph and marc..I tricked steward a lot of times =\ i even trick him to quit a game =x we chat for awhile and thats where everything got wild !! hehehehe !! we played blackjack to make time fly..we bet money somemore !! hehehe.. billy was the banker..for some reason !! i have no idea why i keep ended up with louzy cards like 13 and 17 o.o always like that..then ben and billy was in a winning spree..while me and marc losing spree..after awhile,i realised sometime really funny..oh well,nevemind bout tat..x) after the game,its time for us to go except for marc..before i stepped in to the lift,steph told me a good news..but at the same time,i don't no whether to be happy or confused at the same time..marc and they all claims that im very happy..but i think i more to the confused part..as we walked,billy asked me a question regardless bout the news..as usual...i gave a crap answer to it..as i walked home..i realised..tonight its very bright..maybe its because tonight will be the night i will fall for you? =x oh well,reached home..eat and play =\ as usual..im so lifeless during night ._. play with a drafter at bnet..too rare...to find a drafter playing bnet..hmmm..lose to him 1v1 as my tower went bye bye cause of my careless move but nevermind bout that..after all its just a game...sigh...i feel kinda sleepy..feel like sleeping right now =\ hope my leg spread until so wide again =='' later my pants split..

2008-08-21T05:40:00.000-07:00

today morning damn bored..keep waking up at 5am doing nothing..then..i go learn how to do jumpstyle x) kinda fun and look nice..it take me around 30min to even learn the basis of the jumpstyle..im so noob =\ currently learning how to do halve-twist..my mother even scold me for doing jumpstyle =='' oh well,i dont really care~~continue practice ba :D went to school and have a little bit..ben keep bastard me with the jeslyn sms..yawn..cant give a 100% concertrated power of will !! then i over-heard my classmate that im getting the Rite awards o.o during english class,yi xiang,kennzo and the rest keep bastard the new assistant teacher and keep asking if his hair is wig or real..hahahas and we actually dominated him to be MR DUDE LOL~!!! Joker sia..hahahah..maths lesson,the kennzo and billy keep on making me laugh until the teacher scold all 3 of us..until i really have no choice but to bite my calculator..hahaahas..all of us cant keep on laughing non-stop..tomorrow got the skipping rope briefing/practice..i dont know whether i should go or not =\ sigh,see first ba...reached home le..my life was so bored...play dota also bored..always win..hardly lose...im so bored till i fallen asleep...now a days,cant really get a proper sleep..keep having nightmares =\ ben woke me up by calling me to play dota...play 1 round and yet another leaver game...then after that ben got to go..so nothing much to do..then i practicing jumpstyle again..yet again..my mother scold me for doing jumpstyle..cause i keep on sweating...sigh..once again i went to sleep..kinda bored..everyone so busy...i want to go east coast park ahhhhh !! rawrrrr !! maybe sat or sunday go ba..sigh,yesterday damn disappointed =\ never get to east coast park...instead all want to go tm..but nevermind ba...marc played with me dota..billy also..then he fallen asleep...sigh,the feeling of thousand sword piercing through the heart..who will be the one pulling out all the sword from my heart??the world is full of unknown..my neighbour send to hospital..cause of an accident..lets all wish her a speedy recovery..im kinda bit sleepy now..maybe i go sleep ba...

Special thanks kennzo,yi xiang,billy,ben and the rest for cheering me up in school and keep on making me laugh :D Jeslyn for lending me a pair of ears.. and Xtremex3 for chatting with me x)

2008-08-20T07:29:00.001-07:00

Today..malkit came back..damn bastard..he accused kennzo as the culprit who hit his head..damn pissed at it..then during english lesson..its true,he claims the credit for the whole project..but we already told him that its up to him to even want us in the group and he say he dont mind..then he told teacher that we didnt even help..crapper..getting more and more irritated with this kind of person...i that time went to his house and wanted to do with him..and his comp corrupted..then cannot do the project and its my fault ? damn fucked up..no one can even depend on him..he sure want the credit all to himself..helping him is like no returned back..nevermind bout that..CME lesson..even nice one..someone stole all my 150 page of worksheet inside the folder..the moment i open it..i only left with 2 page..and now i have to do everything in foolscap..damn waste of money..math lesson,damn funny..a lot of funny thing happen...history lesson,relieved teacher came in and teach us..we have so much fun..laughing and screaming..disturbing others...most important thing !! Ms Ann never hold us back in school !! x) thats what i enjoy bout today...after that me,marc,billy,steph and jeslyn went to ben house and slack..sigh..so much fun and laughter ended so fast..we went to tm..and everyone doing their own things..marc,billy and steph read my thoughts very clearly..zzz..as though its like a 3 years old book...we went around...the place..sigh...after that,all went seperate ways..and hmmmm..on my way,home...kinda jealous a bit or maybe a lot...who knows..sigh..dumb emotion of mine went out of control..i keep thinking very negative at that moment..dont no why...must be cause of my jealousy i guess..or is it my emotion..no idea bah..reached home,kinda bit lifeless..played a few games with marc,billy and ben..to release my anger..own a few rounds..got scolded by team-mate for no good reason...have a small talk with my dad..the legendary event =='' its a very hard time for this father to son talk to occur..sigh...hope tomorrow will be a better day bah...

2008-08-19T03:19:00.000-07:00

Today..hmmm..nothing much happened..just kinda no appetite to eat and very sleepy..morning woked up..i saw 2 message..and i know that i broked a friend heart..(im sorry..)during school..was busy doing the Romance homework..so hmmm..i wrote bout someone...cause first period is Lit..plus the Romance homework must hand-in..included for CA marks..sigh..i wrote very very long for such a simple question =\ my friends call me siao..write so long for what..then i just say..its easier to write about your experienced..1 word came out from my friend mouth after that is..."FLIRT"...Ignored my friend..and continue write..Lit lesson start already..mr ariff (lit teacher) give out the test paper back to us..and tell us that we must hand-in the homework by today..when mr ariff hmmm..want us to guess whose the top person in that test..everyone guess its either,Gayatri (sorry if wrong spelling) , Ashiffa , Malkit and Denise..when teacher show us the top position in that test...my friend and i was...totally SHOCKED...cause that person is me..Unbelievable..i never even study or give a damn to it..i also can get top..at first i thought it was a joke..apparently it wasnt..i got 28.5/30 marks..2 Diff Poem and 1 Drama topic...all i did is write about what i believe in..my summary got perfect 7.5/8 .. sigh...after that lesson..nothing much happen..its either the teacher scold or teach...during the change of period to D&T lesson..Mdm Tan thought me and kennzo/shane was twin..she point me but she say to us..if we were twin? o.o come on..me and kennzo/shane got so much differents....then during school,i heard that clan joke got trashed from draft game..sigh..what the heck..tomorrow Ms Ann gonna waste everyone times by making us stay back..crapper..waste my time so much for fuck...i want to study,she just fucking dun wanna teach....after that,i reached home..i chat with steph/marc at msn then finally..after knowing upon the truth.i actually quite sad for the first but hey!!that wasnt the real me..the real me will usually like hmm..dont give up ? hahahaha x) play for dota 1 round..then feel like sleeping..my mother keep on pestering me on what i want to eat...no appetite to eat sia !! then after dinner..which i eat only few bites..i went to play dota with marc and billy..the game was sickening at first..as there's a little corruption through Teamwork..marc and one guy argued..and argued..but me and billy determined to win the game..and about the guy feed 30kills to the enemy..and yeah..he start playing properly..regardless how strong the enemy get..we managed to get our beat as one..and we won the game with a lot of hard effort.. :D billy play with marc 1 on 1 dota..and i was teaching billy on what to buy..and i left him that way..and he won the game !! oh well.. getting more and more bored le..then went out for awhile...damn..saw jeslyn talking to me on msn but ..i was not there..so im kinda sorry for my rude-ness.. =\ sigh..tomorrow gonna be a crappy day !! but same time fun i guess x) see first ba.hahahaha,i go listen to music and tv le..bye bye ~ x)
DotA for life ~!! =x maybe only x)

2008-08-18T05:42:00.000-07:00

Today,i feel rather..Dizzy and tired..and bit of emo-ish..during school,there was a major event about a small accident during P.E =.= the floorball stick hit Malkit head,and he..cried i think..thats what everyone said..no one saw the culprit but the teacher dont even believe us..so yeah..we dont give a damn and continue our game of floorball..have lots of fun..then the other 20min of P.E lesson,teacher asked us to skip rope..my classmate got problem doing a simple cross with the skipping ropes. =x oh well,who cares..during through school lesson,i helped Azizi copy the english question down..cause his finger injured..cant write...while other lesson,i sms-ed jeslyn..i only enjoy some subject =='' the others..DONT EVEN CARE =.= After school,Have C.I.P program..going around the neighbourhood and collect recycle items..luckily,my team only incharge for the 2nd and 3rd floor x) hahahaha but got one more even more shiok..the entire block only 3 floor..damn relaxing..at the end,everyone collected a lot of items..someone even want recycle their HUGE BOXER o.o As usual,Ben went around playing with the boxer..then got one part..the bra from the plastic bag dropped off..everyone was shouting and screaming when im holding that dumb bra with my hand..After that,few of the group people stay back to help teacher do some stuff,i was included too =x After helping teacher,Ben,Billy and me meet steph and marc..cause steph wanna tell me sometime very "important" but the moment i reached there..i saw..marc,steph...and jeslyn..was quite shocked at first but at the end,things turn out rather quite okay..we slack and talk bout our school life and experienced..when it times for steph and jeslyn to go home..we walked to the bus stop opposite bedok green sec..they all expecting me to send jeslyn home..but the jeslyn refused..at the end..that Ben pushed me to the bus..then yeah..i followed her into the bus and chat till she step out of the bus..then she asked me to go home..sigh..and i did..on my way home,i saw a lot of lightning..i went home sort of bit wet..and i went to shower..after that i ate 5-10 bites and i dont feel like eating anymore..dont no why but feel kinda emo-ish..sigh..i wonder whats the matter with me...even if i stead..will i be able to provide happiness like marc??sigh..

2008-08-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

Rawrrr !! So Tired !! Planned to sleep till 2pm but ended up waking up at 8am cause of phone call from FRIEND !! But nevermind bout that !! The FRIEND happened to be NARA !! I was very hyper at that time cause finally get to meet Nara after all this while !! Even Marc also excited too :D Nara planned to meet us at 1030 in his house. Marc meet me at 1000 first in my house then from there we together walked to Nara house ~!! Every one step we take,its getting more and more excited =x The moment we reached Nara house,We saw Ming de was behind me and Marc all along the time ?!!! We laugh for awhile at outside Nara house =D then we stepped in his house and slack :] chit chat with her mother for awhile.We have great laughter at there x) hahahaha !! After that,we went to EduPath and play 2v2 DotA Random Team + Random Hero.First round was won by me and Ming de but second round there was not enough time to continue..So we went to mac and have our lunch at there :] and Nara told us a lot of nice and funny jokes x) cant stop laughing bout it..The jokes will always be on Ming de =x Cause his always the perfect guy to be joke about x) hahahaha..We followed Nara to Shing Song Super Market to stock up some food in BTH..He went to bought a lot of snacks to BTH..You should see how big the plastic bag !! lols !!After that,Marc went seperate way with us cause his meeting his mother to parkwayparade..while Nara,Ming de and me went to Si Zhen LAN O.O and play LAN..Damn bored !! Now a days,I kinda hate going LAN a lot =\ don't no why.. maybe..im growing more and more matured =x anyways,after that we went to Nara house..and take some stuff..Nara passed me his mp3 player..and lend me till he come back the on-coming week.He went to his house and take some things from his mother..and we send Nara off-ed to the bus stop..we talk along the way,chit chat till the bus come..a lots of jokes and memories..we had great laughter too..then when the bus came,we wish him good luck..followed Ming de to LAN and slack for awhile then i go home le..sms jeslyn then watch tv...then go sleep le...

*There was a lot of events happened but i lazy to state down,Sorry Readers*

2008-08-16T06:32:00.000-07:00

today morning..while im asleep..i recieved few message from friends..and one weird phone call from an unknown stranger..dont no why i keep recieving weird calls this few day..1 word to describe it..WEIRD..oh well,sigh..woke up at 1030.my body freezing..dont no why my dad purposely on the fan while the air con was on before going to work..its indeed cold >< do nothing but staring at the walls on my own =\ dont no why i suddenly feel like listen to MCR song .. maybe feel very emo-ish ba =x 12noon..smsing with Jeslyn and playing few game of dota wish Marc,Ben and Billy then went to eat lunch...the rain so heavy..like a never ending one..but at the end,it ended...so yeah..continue to sms with her..after 6..play with marc few rounds of dota then watch tv..then yeah..emo myself at the corner .. must bared with the lame show on the tv...

2008-08-15T08:32:00.000-07:00

Today morning,started conversation with jeslyn..never ending one somemore ><" During school,kinda boring..the math test was hmmmm..quite okay la..got back my chinese test.recieved 18/100.as always..so oh well,move along ~After school meet marc at mac..then we talk for awhile..jeslyn and steph arrived...was feeling very tense at that moment >< cant get the beat right..then continue slacking..saw ben and billy..they think the same thing as marc and steph..very eh..stupid =.= after that..they want to go my house =.= i refused for like..15min..at the end..still open the door..zz..it was so pack =='' my room so small...oh well,slack till 3plus..melissa also come =.= then say a lot crap..oh well,i will just pretend i never hear any :] awhile later melissa went to bugis i think to meet a friend..sure boy de =='' she such a flirt =x..oh well,dont give a damn..4.30pm all walk to bedok inter..chat with jeslyn for awhile then send her to the bus stop ba..then went to find marc,steph and billy..they went to eat long john silver..they asked me why i never send jeslyn home..then say until like i feel very bad for not sending jeslyn home sia...sigh..maybe next time ?? oh well,hope that there's a chance to remend my mistake..hmmm...then at home..listen to music and sms to jeslyn..was so surprise that we actually like have the same personality..it was like.."OMG !! Too Coincidence?" that as time fly..i knew her more then usual..sigh,then play with marc,billy and ben dota for awhile..chat with my god damn lame cousin..then POOF!! Going to La la land and SLEEP XD

2008-08-14T05:58:00.000-07:00

Hmmmmm...Today,woked up very early to admire the glorious moon..then afterward..jeslyn sms me..then yeah...sms the whole day..in the morning few minutes before the assembly..steph call me just to say.."SHIT YOU LA"...damn..so yeah..just pretended as nothing happened..so continue move on to school~~mean while also sms jeslyn through out the whole period..then after that nothing much..as usual after school hamster they all favourite habits..so went back home..dont want to get involve with stupid acts..play with marc dota awhile..then after dota..meet marc and find steph and jeslyn..steph passed marc muffins..while jeslyn pass me muffin AS A FRIEND FOR GODSAKE =.= then we slack around..marc and steph..think until like so..stupid =.= so yeah..walked her to the bus stop with marc..then go home..then dota a few round..chat with marc and melissa..like want vomit blood like that..all keep thinking like .. very stupid =.= so yeah..appreciate jeslyn muffin and at the same time sorry for the misunderstanding..anyways nights..

2008-08-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

sigh,today the lesson rocks!!my sock =.= all the teacher only know how to scold..the math teacher will delay time over again and again..embarrassed me..just because i draw my dot graph upside down de...smokes..science lesson so boring..its so noisy.that i dunno what teacher saying..oh well..school end..i went to pay marc money..then follow him to block 511..he want to eat nasi lemak..after that..went to his house =='' he wanna change his clothing..mean while i help him do the warcraft 3 banlist thing..after that..we step out of the house,meet steph first..then steph asked me to sms Jeslyn...so i did..then mean while smsing her..we meet ben..at his house..the mother really do know how to crack some jokes x) hahahaha..the ben so embarassed..oh well,who cares =x we went to some where else then go seperate way home le..sigh..tonight the moon indeed shines very bright..good time to go east coast park at this time =\ but cant =\ damn..oh well..all i can do now is...SLEEPP!!!!

2008-08-12T07:22:00.000-07:00

Today ah..My form teacher changed my seating arrangement..JUST RIGHT BESIDE BEN?!omg?!even teacher know i sure talk to ben de le..but why change my seat beside ben sia..i wonder..Whats Mrs Wong motive..even the other teacher also know that i will talk to ben de..nevermind bout that.count i lucky that i can sit with ben ba??lmao.no need keep changing seat in class le xD then always got scolded by teacher..after school end le..as usual.hamster and the others FAVOURITE HOBBY LOL!!We planned to go TM with billy but at the end.he got math remedial =x so we said we "wait" for him..the rest impatient then all leave him behind x) ..at first the moment i step in the bus i saw Jolyon..then yeah..chat with him for awhile..then he step out of the bus..my primary 4 classmate,Faizah from 4D(2004) appeared..She seems to remember me x) so we said hi to each other..i also at the end say bye and take care to her when both of us drop down the bus.i cant believe it.she still remember me!! ><" so we reach tm le..nothing much..they went to Zinc to buy bag.the hamster at first found one black harvestsack bag that he really liked.then the ben wanted to buy the bunny de..but cannot bring to school..so he go take the last black harvestsack bag that hamster really want !! lol? hamster nothing much to say then go take brown..slowly change from brown to green lol?changed 2-3time cause some of the part rusty. >< then the kenneth went to buy the bag also but his balls drop off and dont dare to ask the person regardless about the sling bag that he wanted..he keep asking hamster to help him ask the person..hamster himself already damn embarassed cause he like complain king.keep complaining bout the rusty part..but at the end he still help kenneth..when at the counter part..damn ridiculous..kenneth say until all opposite way..the cashier is a GUY..he say..."Eh,Auntie..the bag will rust a not.." Lol? lucky the guy just pretend never hear..or else sure die..we slack around open plaza...then some of them went home..talk talk and walk around TM..then me and ben saw Jeslyn at tm then i said hi,bye,take care..then go home le..i love it when im walking alone in the lonely street home..a lot of weird,stupid,lovely thing will happen to brighten up my day.lols..reached home le..bath,eat then..DOTA with my Favourite Pro Hanwei,Pro Ah ben,Ah Ben Friend,Marc and Xiao Ben..dota for awhile le..saw my name as chieftain in clan..sigh..tired..sleep le :]

2008-08-11T07:19:00.000-07:00

11am woke up,help my dad download psp games.mean while burn time by playing dota with ben !! after 1-2 round,ben asked me go bugis with him.he went to bought red striped shirt and black skinnies o.o meet marc and steph also ba . at first lied to marc and steph that we go other place =x but at the end got busted >< so yeah..we slack at the food junction there for a long time.damn funny,the way we say bout each other. hahahahaha .. so yeah...we walk around and round..after awhile later i go ben house paly 1-2 round dota..while marc and steph going home..i told porsch bout teamwork and team game and sportsmanship.hope he know what im talking..after that go home le..my mother forced me eat my spicy =\ smokes..online msn..chat with kimberley,sin yee,marc and ben for awhile..all in different conversation..lmao..sigh..the world is full of unknown..im going to sleep le..good nights all..kinda sleepy so never write things in detail =\ yawn..sweet dreams.

2008-08-10T00:16:00.000-07:00

ahhh!!!woke up at 11am!!feel like lying on my bed forever!!lazy to wake up!!nothing much to do but dota..ben and marc came online Battle.Net so.we play for a few rounds..was waiting for nara to play with us.but he seems to stuck at the toilet bowl forever =x as always.planned to go with marc and ben with some other unknown girls o.o to east coast park..but then the sky start raining a bit..so as usual..marc dont want to go..so..ben asked me to go with him to parkway parade.So on our way to parkway parade,we chat bout a lot stuff..the moment we reached parkway parade..we smell..FAMOUS AMOS COOKIE!!! x) but shoot!!we cant find it!!we walk 2-3 round at the basement on our hunt for FAMOUS AMOS COOKIE but still cant find =\ until we see the directory..it was just infront of us..damn..after awhile,hehehe...it seems like something catch ben attention! =x it was a hmmmm..small,cute,adorable,white angel!!hahahaha!!we travel from basement to top floor just to "stalk" this small,cute,adorable,white angel =x we move from basement to 4th floor..then from 4th floor to the basement floor..just to burn time lor..we go time zone waste time also..damn funny.the stupid toy machine like cheat people money..ben grap the stupid toy from all side also cannot..then for me is =x the stupid brick game.keep losing at the last 2nd part =x so closed to a new psp!! T.T oh well,who cares..continue "stalking" the small,cute,adorable white angel with her brother.then yeah..soon,we all settle down at the 4th floor medical area..so SILENT O.O the younger brother was with her.we play PAPER PLANES and a lot stuff.ben,angel,angel younger brother and me play play around.the younger brother no matter what die die dont wanna say a word!!damn!do i look so scary?the small,cute adorable white angel also hardly talk.whenever they look at me,they laugh!!Damn..they treat me as a joke/comedy !! the ben also laugh !! hahaha ><>< le ="\"><" oh well,eat mac le then walk around park way parade again.lols..after that go challenger buy USB mouse then go home le!reach home le..then play dota with ben =\ we played 2v2.me and ben vs a guy call vicent and brendan..from the first moment i saw vicent hero,item and lane.i straight away knew that he was a draft player but he claims that he dont play inhouse but local area which mean inhouse game..well,the game last 1-1 so yeah..draw! :] no win no lose hahaha!sweet huh?he asked me play with him inhouse next time at lan.but sigh..nara the leader of the team gone..ming de lock himself in room playing maple..aaron MIA =='' ..left me and marc..the whole team is corrupted..sigh..right now,playing dota for fun i guess =='' the great memories of us pon school and go SkyCat in the morning playing DotA =x my doubts are getting more and more..there are more mystery to be discover i guess..

2008-08-09T07:00:00.000-07:00

Today..3 words.Damn fucked up.i already damn fucked up already cause of afternoon then night time..then even more dulan when i got scolded.bloody hell..when she comes my heart stop beating,when she gone my heart start bleeding..what can i do?after watching the NDP show play with marc and billy dota..then internet restart..no idea why..later midnight maybe eating with marc..damn fucked up la!hope tomorrow will be even better.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! :]
WE ARE SINGAPORE!!
WE STAND TOGETHER
HEAR THE LION RAWRRRR!!

2008-08-08T06:58:00.000-07:00

Early morning i saw some message i recieved at night..was kinda crap.so oh well,heck care it..Kennzo came my house at 6.20am and pass me his red T-shirt cause i dont have any =\ then while waiting for time to fly 7.45am..he play maple private server at my house..hope his not addicted to it =x In school,our classroom corridor poster all drop off like a leaf due to the bad weather yesterday..then a lot of stupid stuff happen =='' after the connect singapore event..me and ben accidentally walked the wrong direction to the nearest MRT station..we walked to ang mo kio MRT station..the distance got so much differents..the distance still okok then..marc ask me come east coast park to play along..and i promised kimmi that i will be meeting her..i take bus 31 to east coast..i alight at the wrong stop..die le..need walk again..the distance was quite small..then nevermind..walk walk walk..Reached East Coast Park,first thing is i saw kimmi but she never see me. >< cockroach ="x"><" oh well,who give a damn to that..as long i fulfill my promise and see kimmi can le..everytime i see her.i dont understand why i feel like smiling..hahahahah..i see for awhile then i go..kinda hmmmm emo =\ slowly walk to the bus stop and take a ride home.Ben and the Marc want fool me again..ask me play basketball when both of them dont have the ball..then tell me go chio bu in ben house =.= im aint that stupid to fall for it!!or maybe i am =x oh well,reach home le then chat with Xtreme for awhile..after that play with myself and watching tv as usual..after watching the 9pm show.ben call me and say gonna have a DotA Inhouse Match around 11.30pm at Bnet..Oh well,I can never quit dota,can i?Lols =x

2008-08-07T06:10:00.000-07:00

Today in school,passed mrs wong the sucipto letter..then asked kennzo to lend me a red shirt tomorrow.hope it wouldnt be too big :] i pretend to have a grudge with malkit then he got irritated =x during history lesson..DAMN EXCITING..i cant believe it!!to be able to hear about japanese strategy on invading singapore!!it was so interesting on how to able to invade singapore with a very low resource!!and their strategy on delaying the americans troops by attacking perth harbour!!so freaking exciting !! then i also thought of funny strategy for dota =x after school,i went to shiqi house because marc cant get things done correctly..i reached there le and who do i saw??its...XIAO RONG? LOL?i having a god damn fun time irritate shi qi and xiao rong :] then shiqi went through the primary school class picture..then xiao rong at first dont believe the fat one was me..sigh..i miss my old fat fat picture T.T..can decieved a lot people with the picture and my real life looks x)..its way un-immaginable!!After that me and marc travelled to ben house to slack and eat with ben and billy while xiao rong and shiqi went somewhere around bedok central to buy norzilah present o.o i cant believe it!! =x after eating,we went back ben house and play poker cards while marc playing boring maple private server call AmbitionMS..yawn..that dumb ben got addicted to it like the speed of light..then marc left the house at 5.30pm and go steph house to pass her the book call TWILIGHT..the most stupid part is..ben call people,his first phrase is WHAT LA.It was so stupid that you call people phone and you say WHAT LA o.o joke sia..then billy talk to sheryl while i emo myself at the corner..then ben keep spamming call to this SOMEBODY (im good enough not to say who is this SOMEBODY is hor ben =='') as time passed..me and billy went home..billy went to the MRT station and take MRT home..while i walk on a lonely street to my home..i look up the sky..i saw the moon like going to be swallowed by the darkness..sigh..Black nights,Dark sky..Devil May Cry..Tomorrow gonna have the connected singapore event at BISHAN STADIUM..The freaking bus only transport people to there..and never transport us back..need to take MRT le..i wonder i holding guy or girl hand =x see tomorrow how bah..heard gonna be cast on air..what the heck..gonna be very embarassing if got caught on air.

STRIFE FOR YOUR DREAM MY DEAREST READERS..

2008-08-06T06:14:00.000-07:00

during school,hell lot of stuff happened but i wont say all kinda lazy..first period is CME and mrs wong was not around so me,malkit and kennzo cracking up the "your mama" joke till the joke start hurting everyone feelings..like your mama so short that she need a stool to reach the counter.. then history and science teacher were so angry that they don't wanna teach us..after awhile later,the head of math department came..lectured us till most of the people wanna sleep.after school.ben,billy,yi xue,marc,steph and me went to watch the movie..before entering the cinema.a girl call clarrisa actually wave her hand and stare at me ?i was like eh..wtf?!!oh well,after the movie.marc and steph go to parkway just to buy the book "TWILIGHT" O.O just because TM popular sold out.Me,yi xue,billy and ben slack at open plaza till like 7plus.after that everyone go home..i reach home at 9pm sharp .. today never play dota sia..kinda bit bored..i tio scolded by yvonne for no reason..and the conversation was like so funny.Anyway,i think im going sleep le..damn tired..nights x)

2008-08-05T06:59:00.000-07:00

5am wake up,i was so shocked to see that i saw john online every night time!!!After i cleared my doubts with him..then yeah..went to school!!First period damn nice,Mr Ariff never come but..Miss Toh,my sec one form teacher relieved us..woots~time do fly real fast except for math lesson..zzz..almost fallen asleep in class..the way sucipto fallen asleep damn funny!!After school,was suppose to go malkit house but he got something caught up in the way so didnt really go..instead ben come my house slack till 3plus then he go bball training..After that,play dota with marc.1 win 1 lose..after a few god damn hours later..ben ask me to play dota with hanwei,ah ben,brendan and marc x) today i lose until very jia lat until they all decided to play set team instead of shuffle team.then finally win 2-3 round >< sigh!!damn tired le after the whole day.time to turn into the nights!!

2008-08-04T02:01:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning,wake up at 5am..Seeing Ben online msn o.o jio him dota then he scold me cb..sigh..In school,My friend talk to me bout the girl he saw on bus..he say until the girl like god damn busty...At school like want die want die like that..damn boring sia all the lesson.During contact time,I tio trash by girls like dog sia...after school le,reach home le.First thing,ask marc to help me ask steph to guide me along to do blog!And WOOTS!!!Im actually screwing some words right here!!

THANKS A LOT STEPH AND MARC FOR HELPING ME x)